The H word.

That time of the year is rolling around again. So the countdown begins, less than 2 weeks to D-Day. It came as quite a shock to me, after all, 2nd assessment test and holidays just ended, we haven't even gotten our test results yet (I know, wtf right?)...

The school has no right bombarding us with final exams! :(

And yet, they are. I keep blankly looking around and going "Shit, I can't believe it, where did the year go?!" There's only 3 months of it left! Fuuuuuuudge.

After screwing everything up very badly this year, I figure I'm closing in on the home stretch, so might as well make the lunge for the 30 yard line, right? Sorry for the football reference, if you don't get it.

It just means it's high time I got my butt into gear and stopped fooling around. I want to study my ass off and see it pay off.

And I really hate it when people proclaim to me that I don't need to study because I got 8A1's!! What do you think I am, magic?!? The 8A1s fall from the sky is it?! Or I conjured them up using a spell?!

Just because I got 8A1's doesn't mean I don't have to study. In fact, life after 8A1's is SO unglamorous! <=( LOL! 8A1's isn't a ticket to good results for the rest of my life. It just makes people expect more and more of you. Duh I have to study!

I wish I could say that the 8A1's makes me feel more assured, but in fact, I feel even more insecure and pressured. People say that once you're at the top, the only way to go is down. It takes a lot of effort for that not to happen.

Anyway, that also means another thing: I have to bid byebye to the internet until it's all done and dusted. Just telling you in advance that I'll be on a blogging HIATUS until exactly November 4th. So check back then!

It's time to pull the hugest kalok exam out of my butt yet. Wish me luck, guys. Have fun, and don't worry, I'll be back. Don't miss me too much! :D

♥ queen of babble