Distract me please.

Didn't go to school today. Just didn't think I could handle it. And I really, really do not do public displays of sadness.

Thank you to everyone who expressed their condolences. You're all so kind. I'm gonna be out of sorts the next few days, but I'll be fine eventually.

I'll be spending the whole of tonight watching Toy Story 1 and 2 on PPS. IF you can believe it, I've NEVER seen Toy Story before. So after this ppl can stop giving me the OMGWTFBBQ face.

And it gives my mind something else to focus on, thank God.

I changed my blog layout, in case you're blind and didn't notice (which is funny cause then you wouldn't even be able to read this. Omg just ignore me I'm blathering). I had drafted a whole bright and cheerful post to match it but of course now that seems inappropriate. Just look around and let me know what you think.

I like to be distracted. It's completely underrated as a coping method. You just have to keep on distracting yourself and not stop for even a moment.

Ah ma, I know I've never been your favourite, but you're the only grandmother I really have. Wherever you are, I'll miss you. Please help mummy and ah chee to stay strong. And say hello to ah kong for us.

I never got to show you this, but now you can see it from heaven.