Back, with lessons learnt.

After almost a month on hiatus, let's hope I haven't lost the will to blog.

Photos of my sheer vanity, in case you've forgotten what I look like! I find that's such a ridiculous thing to say since there's damn huge picture of my face on my header anyway.

They're old, from almost 2 months ago. Now I've got exam zits and eye bags like black canyons! :( They look pretty similar 'cause I was trying to act all model-y with the pout and not smiling, and failing horribly.

Exams are finally over and they were B-A-D. Anyone who's been following me on Twitter will know what I'm talking about. I ended up not putting in enough effort and was unprepared for the emotional toll that it took on me.

And it was ugly. But the die has already been cast and it's too late now for regret. Lucky for me there's still a next time, still more chances. I really turned this year into a 'honeymoon' year, as they call it, being disgustingly lazy and really not doing anything at all.

It's disappointing, but I've learnt my lesson and I'm never letting this happen again! Next time I feel unmotivated or lazy to study, I'll have all those awful exam tweets to remind me of the consequences. Ya Wen suggested I should stick my (confirmed horrible) exam results on my bedroom wall as a reminder. I swear I'm going to work so hard next year!

But enough about that, it's time to catch up on all my tv series on PPStream (it's been so long I can't even remember the last episodes that I watched :S), watch TV to my heart's content, sleep a ton to kick my eyebags to the curb, surf the internet all day long, get up to speed with everything Mars, go out every single day and live it up!!!

2 whole months of relaxing! I can't remember the last time I felt this stress-free. Probably last year after PMB. Can you believe it's already been a whole year?! I feel like it should still be the beginning of 2009, but for some reason, everything that happened in the beginning of 2009 feels like such a long time ago.

Talking about going out, first I was overflowing with plans for today and I was so excited but struggling to divide my time, and I ended up with exactly zero things to do.

I tried to juggle my many different plans and then dropped everything on the floor, and I'm left with nothing. When am I going to learn that I can't have my cake and eat it too? I need to decide between one thing and another. I can't have both. I don't want to make the same mistake again.

In the end, I actually think it's best if I just stay at home. I might clean my room, watch PPStream, play Cafe World. That way I won't be able to ruin anything, like I always seem to. It's a bit of depressing end to the exams, isn't it?

P/S: I feel like changing my blog background and blog URL. And my Twitter name. What do you think? Any ideas?

♥ queen of babble